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- American Beauty



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DVD: DVDs of 2006 and 2007 vids can be downloaded and burned for personal use. Please go here for the 2006 DVD, and here for the 2007 DVD.



Angel/Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Thanks to Rachel, Ilya and Claire for help with source.)



Blindfold (Xvid AVI, 40.42MB)
3:36 minutes | February 2007 | Small version (WMV, 13.44MB) | Notes
Angel/Fred. What it means to be saved. Angel season 2 through to season 5. Music by Morcheeba.



Brothers & Sisters (DivX AVI, 25.29MB)
4:30 minutes | May 2006 | Notes
A study of Ben and Glory. Replete with Buffy season 5 spoilers. Music by Coldplay.



The Hand that Feeds REDUX (MPEG-1, 23.57MB)
2:56 minutes | March 2006 | Notes
An action-packed vid looking at Faith and Connor, two characters that turn out to have a lot in common. (Not a shipper vid.) Music by Nine Inch Nails.



Promises (MPEG-1, 29.27MB)
3:31 minutes | December 2005 | Notes
A fast-paced vid exploring the Angelus story arc in Buffy season 2. Action and angst. Music by The Cranberries.



And - Kiss Me (MPEG-1, 29.75MB)
3:49 minutes | October 2005 | Notes
A dramatic vid looking at the Wesley & Illyria storyline towards the end of season 5 Angel. Music Knife Prty by Deftones.





Carnivāle



Jesus for the Jugular (Xvid AVI, 40.20MB)
4:22 minutes | June 2007 | Small version (WMV, 26.43MB) | Notes
Ain't nobody ever gonna have to die. Spoilers for whole series plus additional historical video footage. Contents may disturb; view at your own discretion. Music by The Veils.

Premiered VividCon 2007: Nearly New vidshow; available on DVD set | available on BAScon 2007 DVD set






Doctor Who (new)



New Dawn Fades (Xvid AVI, 45.57MB)
3:44 minutes | September 2007 | WMV version (35.21MB) | Notes | Audio commentary
Ten hopes for something else. Spoilers to end of season 3. Music by Joy Division.





Firefly/Serenity



NEW: Climbing up the Walls (Xvid AVI, 45.61MB)
4:21 minutes | June 2008 | Small version (WMV, 21.24MB) | Notes
Siblings. "I am the pick in the ice." Multi-fandom for Supernatural (up to season 3), Firefly/Serenity (whole series/film) and Heroes (up to season 2). Contains sex scenes and contents may disturb. Use your own discretion.
Premiered VividCon 2008: Premieres vidshow; available on DVD set



For the Restless (DivX AVI, 35.72MB)
4:07 minutes | October 2006 | Small version (WMV, 17.72MB) | Notes
The flipside of Utopia. Simon POV, some Simon/Inara, little bit AU. Music by Tom McRae.



Post Blue (DivX AVI, 26.36MB)
3:07 minutes | April 2006 | Notes
Simon/River, crazy space incest. She knows all the ways you could love her. You know what you have become. Opening graphics used with permission from Nadine at nadine.fan-arts.net. Music by Placebo.

Available on BAScon 2006 vidshow DVD set




Knock Me Out (MPEG-1, 28.85MB)
3:19 minutes | February 2006 | Notes
A sultry black and white shipper vid for Mal/Simon. Simon POV. Warning: this vid also uses external footage from Jean Genet's Un Chant d'Amour, which is quite sexually suggestive, though not particularly graphic. Music by Linda Perry feat. Grace Slick.



Wires (MPEG-1, 35.22MB)
4:17 minutes | January 2006 | Notes
Simon. River. Love. Simon POV, optional crazy space incest. Includes audio from the R. Tam Sessions. Music by Athlete.



Body (MPEG-1, 32.48MB)
3:51 minutes | January 2006 | Notes
"Sometimes it feels like you don't have a body." A shipper vid for Mal/River. Music by The Servant.



I am the Highway (MPEG-1, 33.26MB)
3:52 minutes | November 2005 | Notes
"Once you've been in Serenity you never leave. You just learn to live there." A character study for Mal. Firefly footage only. Music by Audioslave.



Word Up! (WMV, 6.83MB)
2:43 minutes | June 2005
A fun and tongue-in-cheek short video looking at the humour and action in the series. Inspired by Ryan's Angel Jam vid. Music performed by Korn (original by Cameo).





Friday Night Lights



NEW: New Slang (Xvid AVI, 44.52MB)
3:52 minutes | April 2008 | Small version (WMV, 25.74MB) | Notes
Wherein Jason, Tim and Lyla live happily ever after. Spoilers up to 2x05. Music by The Shins.
Premiered VividCon 2008: Auction vidshow (made for KadyMae); available on auction DVD set





Gilmore Girls



Maybe Tomorrow (DivX AVI, 33.31MB)
3:32 minutes | November 2006 | Small version (WMV, 13.30MB) | Notes
Christopher character, Christopher/Lorelai. Maybe tomorrow he'll find his way home. Seasons 1 through 5. Music by Stereophonics.





Heroes



NEW: Climbing up the Walls
Siblings. "I am the pick in the ice." Multi-fandom for Supernatural (up to season 3), Firefly/Serenity (whole series/film) and Heroes (up to season 2). Contains sex scenes and contents may disturb. Use your own discretion.
Located at the Firefly/Serenity section here.


Venus (Xvid AVI, 40.46MB)
3:46 minutes | July 2007 | Small version (WMV, 21.25MB) | Notes
"There's a river in all of us that's dry." Peter/Claire. Spoilers for season 1. Music by The Feelers.



One of a Kind (Xvid AVI, 29.68MB)
2:20 minutes | April 2007 | Small version (WMV, 10.13MB) | Notes
"I am One; I am, I am, I am." Sylar character, optional Sylar/Mohinder. Spoilers up to 1x18. Music by Placebo.





Hikaru no Go



Mysterons (MPEG-1, 29.45MB)
3:25 minutes | December 2005 | animemusicvideos.org mirror | Notes
A mood-oriented character study for Ogata, with an option on Ogata/Akira subtext. Music by Portishead.



Rival (MPEG-1, 34.08MB)
4:00 minutes | November 2005 | animemusicvideos.org mirror | Notes
"A masterful game cannot happen with just one genius, you need two people with equal genius. Two. When you have two, you can finally take a step towards the Divine Move." A slow-paced shipper vid for Akira/Hikaru. Music Wonderwall performed by Ryan Adams (original by Oasis).





House M.D.



The Other Side (Xvid AVI, 40.29MB)
3:55 minutes | June 2007 | Small version (WMV, 21.28MB) | Notes
"I still don’t know what love is." Chase character. Spoilers for seasons 1 and 2. Music by David Gray.

Premiered VividCon 2007: Challenge vidshow (faith theme); available on DVD set | available on BAScon 2007 DVD set




Strangest Land (DivX AVI, 23.81MB)
3:04 minutes | March 2006 | Notes
"It's not what people say, it's what they do." Shipper vid. Time is a strange landscape, and sometimes it feels like Wilson is the only constant in House's life. Season 1 footage only. Music by Tom McRae.





Lois & Clark: the New Adventures of Superman



That's All (DivX AVI, 19.26MB)
3:18 minutes | August 2006 | Small version (WMV, 13.19MB) | Notes
Light-hearted shipper vid. Clark wants Lois, but things never quite work out. Season 1 footage only. Music by Genesis.





The O.C. (Many thanks to Nina for clips!)



My Way (MPEG-1, 26.59MB)
3:09 minutes | March 2006 | Notes
Ryan. Luke. Violence & subtext. Contains footage from season 1 only, and minor use of language. Music by Limp Bizkit.





Queer As Folk



This Is How It Goes (Xvid AVI, 35.58MB)
2:29 minutes | September 2007 | Small version (WMV, 12.06MB) | Notes
US version. The anatomy of a break-up. Brian/Justin, Justin/Ethan. 2x16 - 2x20. Music by Missy Higgins.



Come Undone (Xvid AVI, 40.41MB)
3:58 minutes | April 2007 | Small version (WMV, 15.26MB) | Notes
US version. Brian/Justin. It'll take a little time to come undone. Season 1 through to 2x03. Music by Duran Duran.
Available on BAScon 2007 DVD set



Brothers on a Hotel Bed (DivX AVI, 25.20MB)
3:54 minutes | May 2006 | Notes
UK version. A Stuart/Vince-centric overview of the series. Series 1 and 2, some deleted scenes. Contains brief drug use. Music by Death Cab for Cutie.

Available on BAScon 2006 vidshow DVD set






Skins



You Make Me Wanna (Xvid AVI, 34.42MB)
2:28 minutes | July 2008 | Small version (WMV, 11.12MB) | Notes
A Tony/Maxxie AU story. Music by Usher.





Smallville



Freestyler (Xvid AVI, 35.57MB)
2:09 minutes | May 2007 | Small version (WMV, 13.35MB) | Notes
"Rock the microphone." Oliver character, canon relationships. Music by Bomfunk MCs.



Change (in the house of flies) (Xvid AVI, 35.05MB)
4:15 minutes | December 2006 | Small version (WMV, 17.51MB) | Notes | Audio commentary
Clark. Lex. Between the tightrope and the abyss. Seasons 1 - 3, contains additional graphics and optional slashy subtext. Music by Deftones.

Available on Escapade 2007 vidshow DVD






Supernatural



NEW: Climbing up the Walls
Siblings. "I am the pick in the ice." Multi-fandom for Supernatural (up to season 3), Firefly/Serenity (whole series/film) and Heroes (up to season 2). Contains sex scenes and contents may disturb. Use your own discretion.
Located at the Firefly/Serenity section here.




Tru Calling



Devil in the Details (DivX AVI, 28.91MB)
4:02 minutes | August 2006 | Small version (WMV, 12.13MB) | Notes
"I am the first one I deceive. If I could make myself believe, the rest is easy." Jack character, Jack/Tru. Music by Bright Eyes.





Ugly Betty



Steady as She Goes (Xvid AVI, 25.60MB)
2:11 minutes | April 2007 | Small version (WMV, 9.01MB) | Notes
Marc vidlet. "You'll always feel as though you tripped and fell." Up to 1x18. Music by The Raconteurs.





Young Americans



Girls and Boys (Xvid AVI, 30.51MB)
2:33 minutes | April 2007 | WMV version (28.52MB) | Notes
The most debauched summer of our lives. Music by Blur.



Think Twice (WMV, 8.16MB)
3:14 minutes | December 2005 | Notes
A look at the Scout/Bella/Sean triangle from both Scout and Sean's POV. Music by Eve 6.



Somebody Told Me (WMV, 8.43MB)
3:18 minutes | June 2005
A fun and fast-paced Hamilton/Jake, detailing the ups and downs of their relationship. Music by The Killers.





Miscellaneous



Piece of Me (Xvid AVI, 45.52MB)
3:21 minutes | February 2008 | Small version (WMV, 27.69MB) | Notes
Real person vid: The life and times of Britney Spears. Music by Britney Spears.



The Fountain (Xvid AVI, 45.24MB)
3:46 minutes | January 2008 | Small version (WMV, 15.68MB) | Notes
The Fountain (Darren Aronofsky 2006): Still trying to turn back time. Music Hurt by Christina Aguilera vs. Clubbed to Death by Rob Dougan, mashup by Leemash at leemash.de.vu.



What I've Done (Xvid AVI, 45.35MB)
3:04 minutes | October 2007 | animemusicvideos.org mirror | Small version (WMV, 21.90MB) | Notes
Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children (Tetsuya Nomura 2005): Cloud remembers. Music by Linkin Park.



The Man Who Sold the World REDUX (Xvid AVI, 39.73MB)
3:21 minutes | October 2007 | Small version (WMV, 27.13MB) | Notes
Velvet Goldmine (Todd Haynes 1998): Curt/Brian. "We never lost control." Music performed live by Nirvana (original by David Bowie).



Map of the Problematique (DivX AVI, 33.33MB)
3:34 minutes | October 2006 | Small version (WMV, 15.22MB) | Notes
The Rules of Attraction (Roger Avery 2002): No one will ever know anyone. Deal with it. Rock'n'roll. Contains sex, drugs, nudity and some disturbing images, so use your own discretion. Music by Muse.



Loggerheads (DivX AVI, 31.64MB)
4:03 minutes | October 2006 | Small version (WMV, 16.21MB) | Notes
Loggerheads (Tim Kirkman 2005): The many faces of love and regret. Film overview, Mark/George. Music Human Remains by Tom McRae.



Hung Up (DivX AVI, 31.85MB)
3:22 minutes | September 2006 | Small version (WMV, 13.32MB) | Notes
Driven (Renny Harlin 2001): Jimmy Bly can't seem to find his edge when Beau Brandenburg is around. Or: Campy Fun With Boys In Racecars. Music by Madonna.



Cells (DivX AVI, 34.79MB)
3:40 minutes | August 2006 | Small version (WMV, 15.05MB) | Notes
Fight Club (David Fincher 1999): "All I do I want to do with you." The cult of Tyler Durden. Contains sex, graphic violence and major spoilers. Music by The Servant.



Gloomy Sunday (DivX AVI, 29.88MB)
3:51 minutes | August 2006 | Small version (WMV, 15.58MB) | Notes
Romeo & Juliet (Baz Luhrmann 1996): "Darling, I hope that my dream never haunted you." Music performed by Heather Nova (composed by Rezso Seress).



All That I Am (DivX AVI, 48.49MB)
4:29 minutes | July 2006 | Notes
天龙八部 (Central Chinese TV 2003): Relationship studies and overview of the martial arts series "The Eight Regiments of the Sky Dragon". Music by Rob Thomas.



Twenty Years REDUX (MPEG-1, 27.48MB)
3:23 minutes | January 2006 | Notes
Alexander (Oliver Stone 2004): Alexander/Hephaistion. A vid exploring the relationship between Alexander and Hephaistion, set against the epic battles that they have faced and the trials and tribulations that they have encountered. This is the remastered version of an original vid made in July 2005, mostly to improve video/audio quality but there are some small changes to content also. Music by Placebo.



Gutter Glitter (WMV, 8.32MB)
3:55 minutes | September 2005
Gormenghast (BBC mini-series 2000): A character study for Steerpike, his ruthlessness, cunning schemes, descent into darkness and the class system that made him what he was. (Ah, who am I kidding. This vid is just a vehicle for the incredible beauty and talent that is Jonathan Rhys Meyers.) Music Fear by Switchblade Symphony.



Slow Hands (WMV, 7.62MB)
3:02 minutes | August 2005
Charlie's Angels 1 & 2 (McG 2000 and 2003): A fast-paced character study of the Thin Man, with a bit of Thin Man/Dylan on the side. This vid is primarily a vehicle for two of my pervasive obsessions: Interpol and the incomparable Crispin Glover.






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